i have never understood what "thinking outside of the box" meant. i don't even understand what's the 'box' in first place. and to the top i have never a man or woman who could give me a satifactory explanation. it's not that i don't ask, questions are my specialty. i treat them like the spices for the mind. just as much as the hot sting deters non-sentient animals from eating herbs, the unprepared mind backs off from questions. but the right combination could yield so much more for those with a taste for the exotic. it doesn't always happen though, but it really is nice if it does.
i love it when people talk or write about the 'cycles' in their lives. the beginnings. the endings. the gist. i don't really understand them. and i barely remember after. but i remember that it was nice to hear or to read. my favorite form of 'cyling' of ideas or events is stand-up comedy. those jokers really know how use and re-use just the right number of times a few to get the most laught out of you. i'm speaking of course of the good ones. the ones that make me laugh. laughter being the one the things that separates us from the non-living. might not be the most profound but certainly is the one of the most fun differences. in laughter there is this split second of awareness of the whole self. and when it's over, you just know it was nice.
i admire people who can draw. and draw quite beautifully. that is coming from a person who can't even write - i just chicken-scratch. it's as if my hand has preferences of it own that pretty much throws away what i want to see on paper. my left hand. my brain. may eyes. they're just not in-sync. there was a time that i was even afraid to fill up forms. i tend to screw it up bad. it's not that i didn't do anything about it . there were summer afternoon that i spent just practicing writing the letters individualy. i practiced by copying paragraphs from books or magazines. and i can proudly say i made improvements. i earned it. it's still ugly (they say), but readable. can't draw much though. apparently, it's a totally different skill set to practice.
Currently feeling: productive